Hmmm, I just don't know...is it that easy to categorise?
I am a distance runner, have always scored high on the old P. Obviously I have talent, train, all that, but there is a switch that goes on in the head, it's a kind of neon light, seared into the brain thing, you are out here to win...there is no consideration for 2nd or 3rds..or competing for the sheer joy, (it is fun though), it's all about extracting the absolute best from yourself and believing you can win.
I don't know where that comes from, or recognise what it exactly is. I am regional/state record holder for quite a few events...so I am successful, it's no pipe dream. I think this may sound a little crazy too, but I think I can influence my cardiovascular system, I think at times I can actually slow my heart rate.
So, my focus is winning, it is most intense...pink fairies could run in front of me and I would not see them...maybe this is P turning into J? Is that what being a J feels like?
“The true harvest of my life is intangible - a little star dust caught, a portion of the rainbow I have clutched”
Henry David Thoreau
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